Monday, November 28, 2011

Musings on a certain popular chancellor


Stole this from here: http://publiclaboratory.org/notes/micheletobias/11-21-2011/occupy-uc-davis-nov-21-2011
Don't know where this one came from but it ain't mine - so kudos to whoever took it!
Ok people.

I've kept my mouth shut recently.

But you know how good I am at keeping my mouth shut (how DID all those doughnuts get in there?!)

I feel compelled to write a little something (a diddy if you will) on what is going on at UC Davis - as it is my alma mater and my current place of work.

I have always loved this campus.  I fell so deeply in love when I stepped foot onto the tree lined avenues.  I swooned over the millions of bikes (even the terrifying experience of relearning to ride said bike amongst thousands of others).  I felt my heart skip a beat as I watched the double decker vintage buses drive through the fall colors.  I knew this campus was full of people like me and made for me.  Not to say that as a student and as an employee I have not faced my share of personal and educational and administrative (and and and) struggles - but I love it none the less.  Nothing is perfect. 

One thing I loved oh so muchly about this place was its humanity.  While it may not be metropolitan it was always teeming with loving life.  It was full of people from all walks of life and many different ideas.  It cradled me as I struggled (as all 18 year olds do) to figure out who I was and what I believed.

I'm not going to talk about the administration.  I'm not going to talk about the insane tuition hikes (a symptom of a much larger societal problem if you REALLY want my 2 cents).  I'm going to talk about how I always felt like a person on this campus.  Even in my freshman courses of 500 students.  Even in the swarming sea of other people.  Even when I was asked for my ID number instead of my name.  I truly in my heart of hearts felt like I was known, like I was somebody.

And I think this is something that we as a collective campus have both remembered and forgotten in the past few days.  That we are all just people.  We are all just trying.  The students are ultimately garnering power from this personal revelation - regaining their footing as the people they always knew they were, they are reclaiming their space and their ownership of this place that was built and made for them.  They are forcing administrators to see them as people.  Who are trying. 

On the other hand…

Nobody makes the right decision 100% of the time.  We are all just people.  Trying.

I agree that pepper spraying peaceful students is unacceptable and outrageous and calls for abrupt and swift change.

I'm also saying that Chancellor Katehi is also a person.  And I would like to believe that if she did order those students to be pepper sprayed (which I do not know with certainty that she did) that she did not do it with a malicious intent.  I would like to believe that she has made the best decisions that she could all along.  I feel for her.  I really do.  And maybe that makes me naive or too sensitive.  Because I feel for those students as well, I really do.  I feel for all the students who are struggling to make ends meet and get an education and do something they are passionate about.  And I am proud of those students.  And I am glad they are standing up for what they feel is right and just and true and equitable - It is amazing to watch their movement.  I will always love the students, they are the only reason I have stayed (the ONLY reason).  And I have always (cheesy or not) believed that this generation was one of change.  I always knew that the friends and colleagues I knew and loved could (and would) be the agent of change.  That we had the potential and power to create the better world that we dreamed of, that in our deepest dreams, we knew could exist.

But I feel for the person that is Chancellor Katehi as well.  I feel for the frightened woman.  The person who is surrounded by the crowd that is shouting that she should end her career.  That she should be filled with shame and guilt.

I'm not sure I'd wish these situations on anybody.

Should she feel bad for the mistake that she made?  Yes of course she should. 

But shouldn't we (all of us, students, administrators, community members) be better than the injustice we are fighting?  Should we not show compassion for the mistake maker?

And so I'm going to make this very bold statement.  I think Chancellor Katehi is probably a good person.

Should she resign?  I don't know.  I don't think it is my decision to make (thank goodness) Should she be paralyzed in this mistake she has made?  I don't think so.  And I don't think we as a collective group should be causing the paralysis. 

So here is my (puny) recommendation.

Let's hold our leadership accountable.  Let's require that they fix this insanely broken educational system.  If they fail in that arena appropriate consequences should be expected, as they are in any professional setting.  Let's write and lobby and work to ensure that the "theys" in higher education and political arenas are doing THEIR JOBS.  That they are providing appropriate educational opportunities for the gifted and passionate students who clamor for them.  Let's finally ask our administrators to remember why they got into this educational business.  And if it is for the wrong reasons let's ask them to leave. 

But let's leave the personal judgment aside.  Let's not confuse being a decent human being with doing a good job.  And yes I understand there are always times where these two become entangled.  But as my parents taught me long ago - we give people the benefit of the doubt until they prove otherwise. 

And even then we forgive.

Broken things must be fixed.  And there is plenty that is broken.  PLENTY.  And now is the time to fix - and this is where I see the students' passion coming from.  A desire and a fear to fix this monumentally broken educational system (and societal systems).  So let us stop breaking down others.  And start building back what has been broken for much too long.

Isn't it such an exciting time to be alive, friends?


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And if you have some time for a good read...an email from the President of the Community College League of California:

Subject: Why UC Davis matters

November 22, 2011
Dear XXXXX:
By now, you have certainly seen the images from UC Davis, whether it was the pepper spray incident on Friday or the image of Chancellor Katehi walking down a line of more than 300 students expressing their displeasure in simple silence.
Campus safety is important, and there will be a review of the force used last Friday, and the campus policies about peaceful protest are being reevaluated.
To me though, I wanted to know more about the roots of the student protests.
Since I was off yesterday, I walked over to the follow-up rally on campus. I have seen Occupy movements in several cities I have visited lately--Dallas, Detroit, Oakland, San Diego and San Francisco. The ongoing Occupy Davis encampment is a block from my house.
I went to UC Davis today to see whether this was some amorphous movement as "Occupy" has frequently (and appropriately) been labeled, or one with a message. What I saw yesterday gave me excitement, even while feeling quite sad over what Chancellor Katehi is going through.
I spent five years on the UC Davis campus--two as an undergraduate transfer and three at the law school. I have never seen student action at this sleepy campus like I saw yesterday, and the focus was on tuition, student debt and genuine economic concerns of students. Police brutality, the stated subject of the rally took a backseat to these issues that are equally to us as community college leaders. The protesters hit with pepper spray were mostly students, including at least one community college transfer student, contrary to some media accounts about outside agitators.
The students I saw yesterday were more scared than angry. They are scared that the door to the California dream that was open for their parents is being slammed shut. And, we have to frankly acknowledge that we have in many ways failed them. Yes, California's higher education system still holds on to the slipping claims on affordability and quality, but these institutions are far different from what generations have experienced.
Undergraduate fees at UC have doubled in six years. Professional school fees have quadrupled or quintupled. In the last ten years, the proportion of students from middle-income families has declined by 9%. The universities are planning to accept more out-of-state and international students and plan to continue to raise fees by as much as 100%, while the Legislative Analyst forecasts no additional state funds for UC and CSU over the next five years.
This is a crisis situation, students have taken note, and they need our help.
Let's recognize this energy among students and their supporters and channel it appropriately into a campaign for reinvestment in our tripartite system of public higher education. We can, and must, reverse the damage of the last ten years.
Sincerely,

Scott Lay
President and Chief Executive Officer, The League
Orange Coast College '94

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Popcorn > Manna


Manna from Heaven!

Spiritual Moments w/Diet Coke
I'm pretty sure popcorn and diet coke are a little piece of Heaven given directly to me from God.  I mean really is there anything better than popcorn and diet coke?  NO! (sing that with your best Oprah voice!)

I've been thinking a lot about food lately and eating habits.  This probably has about 10% to do with the fact that I'm a girl living in a country with a media OBSESSED with sickly thin people and about 90% to do with the fact that I'm 1/2 Italian and I'm pretty sure part of our genetic code is thinking about food for obscene amounts of time.  Its a funny thing, this eating nonsense.  And how much issue we have imbued upon eating and food and bodies.  I'm not going to go into a rant about how society has made women feel that they must achieve unachievable body types (they have) or how American's have terrible eating habits and are going to die (they do and they will) I'm just going to say that I have been thinking a lot lately about what my body should look like and the food that I eat and the health of this mortal vessel of my (super awesome) spirit.  And also I'm eating flour again - but only the whole grain kind, because I saw the doctor and she was none too happy about my lack of good carbs...


and now back to popcorn and its awesomeness...


Just kidding.  Sort of. 


Because it is awesome.


But I'm not going to write about it anymore.


Instead I'm going to ask you, oh you, the internet world of infinite answers, I'm going to ask you a bunch of questions.


Such as.


If you currently hold a good job.  Of which you have been working in for the past 11 months.  And you suddenly find that in order for you to become really full time (like the big leagues of full time) that you must interview for the current position in which you hold, and come to find out the only 2 people in the interview panel will be one beloved coworker and one crazy yet beloved supervisor, should you commence being nervous?  (I am and I don't know why, I've interview for like 50 bajillion positions in my tiny life).  And do I need to study?  Study for an interview you say?  Yes, I say, study.  Becuase if you're doing an interview right, you should be studying beforehand.  But honest to bob I've been in the freakin job for nearly a year now.  I'm pretttyyyy sure I'm qualified.  If by some stroke of odd fate I do not get hired for my own job I will run for the hills and jump for joy and glee and then simultaneously cry because  I will no longer have an income or health insurance.  Preponderances I tell you.


and


Should SP and I get rid of our cable.  I mean you know me (because they're aint anybody out there that doesn't know me reading this bull poo poo) and you know I love me some trashy tv.  But as of late I've been having some spiritual convictions about tv.  And that's saying a lot since I'm not all that into spiritual convictions.  Being that I haven't been to a church in probably months now and before that it was years.  None the less spiritual convictions I've been having.  And they have been telling me that maybe it is time to put the cable on a break.  Because more and more lately SP and I find that we have essentially no free time.  And when we do have free time we spend it with our rear sides glued to the couch.  and that is just no way to live.  Not to mention that the devil (our cable company) charges us 3 arms and 4 legs for cable - and that's just a lot of appendages being sacrificed.


also


Is it normal that I'm like crying all the time when I see babies lately?  I felt like my inside parts and I had come to a pretty good equilibrium about the fact that the baby production was going to have to wait until after the wedding nonsense (did I mention I'm getting married - oh yeah I'm getting married whether its legal shmegal or not)  But seriously I'm just so moved by the babies and the birth stories and the baby mommas all over the place.  I just know all this momma love in my heart is meant for some babies.  and i also know that I will have them soon enough.  But seriously with the crying all the time and the babies...


And that my friends is all she wrote.  I will patiently await your answers.


We leave for Holiday-moon tomorrow (you know our honey moon before the holidays start - like duh!)  It is definitely like a 98% chance of rain for the whole weekend but I'm so down.  I will sit in the hotel room reading a book and snuggling with SP and kooky dog.  I.CAN.NOT.WAIT!

And now pre-holiday snuggle pictures because this is my blog and I can do that! 
Eskimo Kisses w/KORI
SP and her cute baby dog!
Besos!
Sarah

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

La La La Liffeeee!


Ok dudes here's what happening.

It went from 80 degrees to 37 in 4 days.  Like really, 4.  Needless to say the fan is in the closet and our little heater is getting a WORK OUT.


I ripped my tights this morning.  This is a metaphor for my life.  I don't know why but I feel like that's what somebody poetic would say.


I'm currently not eating anything made with flour or sugar.  It kind of blows.  But not that bad because I'd much rather eat salt then sugar.  It has made snacking hard though.  I can only eat so many ounces of lean meats and so many heads of broccoli a day.


Our dog is still suffering from short term memory loss. She loves our guests and then hates them 2 hours later.  Maybe we should just start giving her sedatives before anybody comes over to visit.


I still think Halloween is probably the stupidest holiday ever.  Therefore I boycotted this year and ate candy in bed (this was obviously before the no sugar diet) and watched Sleepless in Seattle with SP.  Hands down best Halloween ever.


I'm straight up exhausted on a regular basis these days.  Like put my head down on my desk at 2pm and fall asleep.  Its actually getting to the point where I'm a little bit worried about it.  So I'm pumping myself full of vitamins and water this week and seeing how things go.  At least for the next week I'm blaming it on the weather and time change. (how very witch doctor of me!)  Also if you see me and I look like a zombie, you don't have to tell me, I already know I LOOK LIKE CRAP.


I'm day dreaming pretty ferociously these days about being a stay at home mom.  I'm sure (SURE - like 1000% positive) that I'm probably over-glamorizing it.  But I don't care.  I hope house-wifery is in my future (semi distant future at this point but that is ok)


The budget at work is DONE.  GLORY HALLELUJAH PRAISE BE TO HEAVEN.  No lie.  I'm so happy to not be crying over excel sheets any more, its like a whole new job again.  On the other hand I did F up the website something crazy yesterday.  Thank goodness for techy friends or I would be up (website) crap creek.


Mucho trips in the nearish future - little "holiday moon" next weekend (pre holiday crazies vacation escape).  We're heading to Mendocino to probably freeze our rears off.  But I don't care it will be nice to see pretty scenery and be somewhere else.  Then the following weekend we are making the epic drive to San Diego for thanksgiving.  I feel like its getting farther.  Is the state stretching?  Maybe I'm just getting lamer...hmmmm...  And then Christmas is at our house this year.  Dear sweet baby Jesus I have no idea how we are going to fit everybody in our tiny apt.  It will be full-sies.  But I'm really really excited.  (really!)


The only thing making life even better than it already was is the fact that its a freakin short week! SHORT WEEK.  Wednesday = Thursday = the BEST.


We already started Christmas shopping.  Which works out since the stores started Christmas Merchandise on October 31st and have completely disregarded thanksgiving.  We are probably 1/4 of the way through xmas shopping.  Do we really have this many loved ones?!  I think not...


The Paula Abdul station I just added on my Pandora is the SHIZNIT.  Just sayin.


And now this: (
A couple o' pics from the Anderson Family Apple Hill Adventure of  2011)

 Fritter Face!
 
Mmm mommy's head tastes Good!  Robyn & Derrick!
And don't we all just feel like this sometimes?!

 Peace out homies.  Happy Wednesday (WORKDAY THURSDAY!)