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Oh 2015...you were quite the epic year.
January
I celebrated my 29th birthday (oh yes...that does in fact mean the big 3-0 is coming rapidly) and we prepped for Baby Girl. And that's about all we did.
February
Baby Girl is BORN!
We find out she is in fact baby girl. We find out SP is a BEAST of a
woman. My dream baby has finally made her way to me. I basically cry all
the time.
No
blogging in March. Probably because I've never been so tired in my
entire life. The first month of baby girl's life is a DOOZY. SP and I
fight our way through it...but it is HARD!
We are finally starting to get our footing. I take a few minutes and tell the story of the day I was reborn as a Mother. I also take some time to write my first love letter to baby girl. We also talked AGAIN about how #lovecan'twait
Another
lost month. Probably because SP goes back to work this month. I spend a
week off with my girl and then we transition her into day care. SP and I
are still exhausted and still trying to figure out what in the world
we're doing.
I talk about how we took baby girl to my parent's house
when she was 6 weeks old (yay flying with a newborn!) And we also
dressed baby girl up for the first time! Also MARRIAGE EQUALITY PASSES
in the US!
Not so much with the writing still. However I recap how in June
we took baby girl across the country to celebrate the life of my
grandmother. We talk about how baby girl started solids at just 4
months old. In June, we also celebrated one Best Friend's big 3-0. And
another Best Friend comes from across the country to visit :)
I talk about how having a baby has sucked away all of my time
and I no longer have any hobbies or any free time (what even is that?!)
We also go to the Pear Fair which is basically the cutest thing ever!
Another letter to baby girl and basically that's all I can manage this month! We're fresh off a week with the grandparents though which was super nice!
Another
lost month in terms of blogging. It was baby girl's first Halloween :)
And Apple Orchard time! Yum! Sadly we lost SP's grandparents at the end
of this month and Baby Girl went on her first looonnnggg roadtrip to
Utah to say goodbye to her namesake and meet many many of her relatives.
Pictures from October! Including the Dread Pirate herself! And my parents come to visit again! And we take Grandma to the Apple Orchards again!
In December I straight up lose my mind and decide to blog every day until Christmas. I write about everything from Thanksgiving to starting bootcamp to how much I love my SP! I also wrote about our beautiful tree Harriet and our crazy dogo and another letter to baby girl. I talked about how sometimes things are just stinkin hard. One of my most favorite blogmas blogs however was about being a non-belly mama and how treasured and real that role is. Another important one was about how we must help our suffering brothers and sisters fleeing in the middle east (you can still help!!!) And then it was Christmas! And what a beautiful day it was indeed! If nothing else it pushed me out of my writing rut!
And here we are now - 2015
was an epic year. It was my mama-birth year as my beautiful girl barreled
into this world and changed everything. And our hearts grew more than 3
sizes the day she came to us and they've been growing ever since - as
has she. Learning to be a mama and how to love and care and grow with
this little monster baby has consumed us completely. And I wouldn't have
it any other way.
So 2016 - what are we going to do
with you? That is the question. Sure I have a list of resolutions I could come up with. Many related to being healthy or changing my
body. (The healthy has become even more important to me, I have to say,
in hopes of being around as long as humanly possible for this little one
who has stolen my heart.) I'm sure I could come up with plenty of goals
about finances and cleanliness and organization. And in reality, many
of those lists/details are floating around in my mind - things I'm sure I
will think about as we progress through another trip around the sun.
But overall I want only one thing this coming year - one big hope for myself:
To be Present.
To be Present.
I
just want to not miss it, you know? This precious time I have on this
planet. These sacred moments as I watch my girl grow and the time I get
to spend with the love of my life. I want to see it all and know it all
and be in it all. I want to stop getting stuck in the crappy little
details of each day and I want nothing to do with the busy trap that
keeps taking hold. I want to spend all the time I'm wasting worrying
about stupid, insignificant things on much more important things like trips to the
park, and baby smiles, and hugs from my wife. Because I'm pretty sure at
the end of the day, at the end of my life - those are the things I'm
going to remember. And if this past year is any indication of how
sweepingly quickly the time really does go - then I've got to dig my
heels in and do everything in my power to slow it down and not blink and
not miss any perfect moment. Don't get me wrong - I
know there will be bad days, or bad moments - but I just don't want to
miss any of it. I don't want to be lost in my own panicked mind when I
could be right here - living it all!
So here we are - 2016, you have some mighty shoes to fill!
And to you, my friends, out there in the interwebs and the world - I wish you love and light and hope! Happy New Year and Happy New You!
Be Brave!
I Love You!
-Sarah
What a wonderful way to wrap up Blogmas and 2015. Your posts inspire me so. Even when I was deathly ill and barely able to focus my eyes. I read and was moved. I love the way you think, and write, and see the best in the world. You give me hope, Sarah. Happy new year (and birthday!) to you!!!!
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